Becoming a Keeper

Many years ago I bought these books for both my daughters.  I never had the courage to explore it with them.  I was to afraid.  Yes I was afraid, uncomfortable talking about God with my children.  I still am. But I want to be a Godly woman. I decided since the girls are now too old for this, I am not.  I want to become a Keep of my Home.  And this is the first step.  The book is broken down into different chapters.  Even though I have been a wife for twenty years and a mother for sixteen, I do not feel I have come close to doing my best work in either one.  I have always been afraid and worried about everything.  Money, housing, food, kids you name it I would worry about it.  For the last few months I though when those thoughts have entered my mind, I have said The Lords Prayer.  I keep stressing Thy Will Be Done.  I am giving up my worries to God.  And I am trying to listen to what He wants instead of what I want.  I have had several blessings already bestowed upon me.  Which is why I am changing my tone of this blog.  I want to be a Proverbs 31 woman.  I want to serve the Lord.