Time Warp Woman.

Picture Post 7.4.1956 Players, a photo by diepuppenstubensammlerin on Flickr.

This I think dear readers is what I should call my blog. I love the woman in the pants and sweater. There are so many reasons why I would want to go back. For one times were simple. Simple in the aspect that there was not a lot of choices. Reducing the amount of choices in you life helps to lower your anxiety. When I look at my choices of what I want to be, a teacher, a mom. a wife, an artist, author ect ... it is overwhelming. I wish it was easy. House wife would be the easy answer. Take care of the home and those that live inside it. Yes there are many task, but they all seem to fit in one category.

When I first took my job, I loved it because there was no pressure. I could go in, do my job and clock out. Now, as time as gone by and I have taken a bigger role, there is more work away from my family.

I will say it here only, I want to quit my job and stay home and be a mother. There I said it. I am not the superwoman that I wanted to be in 1990. I cant have it all and what I want is my home and my kids. So if i put it out into the world, perhaps I will get my answer to help me make up my mind.

Until then I am trying to release all my pride in doing a great job and beating everyone else. And start maybe going through the motions at work. And coming home and trying my best to win at home.

Let Go and Let God!!!!